Sometimes you have to make tough decisions, Today is one of those days for me I love my husband, love him like crazy but that doesn’t make March 14th, June 15th, or December 10th any less… weird. In fact it makes them more weird. You see March 14th was my 1st husbands birthday June 15th […]
Well I was going to have this be Mondays post but so many people are already donating I wanted to get something formal up. I’ve decided when I’m going to run my first 10k June 30th! I’m Running in the Time to Fly 2012 Race for the Childrens Cancer Reserch Fund. Each of us has a story. We […]
Somewhere out in this wonderful world I stumbled upon this video last night just when I was thinking about what to post today. For those of you who know my story, you will understand why this is so dear to me. For those of you who aren’t aware you can check out my story. But […]
This is a hard post to write, that may seem strange for those of you who don’t know my or Mac’s story but here we go, this is the short version. I was married once before. I got married to Mark when I was 19 and we didn’t get a honeymoon because I was still […]
This post is from my other blog www.llpaintball.com but it’s so cool I had to share. (Oh and its a tax deduction!!!) On June 23rd some of the players from Team Toxic will lose their hair. How many of them do is up to us. You probably remember them the placed in d5 at both […]
I know that if you have read my story you know that I’ve been married once before. I was ma rried to Mark when I was 19 years old it was great, we had a wonderful time. 2 years into the marriage He was diagnosed with cancer. After a 3.5 year battle he passed away […]
Almost 2 weeks ago I woke up in P.A.I.N. I couldn’t even roll over in bed. MAC was at work way to far away (40ish min) and I couldn’t move. He called his parents to come over and they took me to the ER. I was tested for kidney stones and sent home with pain […]
Today is June 15th, 8 years ago today Mark and I were married. Wow 8 years that is crazy. Problem is I don’t know how I’m supposed react today. When I first realized what it was I teared up, now I just have this unsettled feeling in the pit of my stomach. My Mom has […]
I think many of you know my story but if you don’t click here for a quick catch me up. I know this post is a little scattered. There is so much I wanted to say but I tried not to write a novel. Our faith before Mark got sick was solid. We were both raised […]
(This post references part of my past some of you may not know about. For more of my story click on the tab above.) This past weekend I went to ‘the farm.’ I know that doesn’t seem so scary to you but for me it was terrifying. This isn’t just any farm it was Mark’s […]