I haven’t talked about this yet, I’m not ready to. So I’m going to gloss over the why and get down to the how ok?
My Grandma is in Hospice and isn’t expected to make it to Christmas. We knew it was coming its not a huge surprise but the timing is a bit of a surprise. Maybe just a little earlier than we expected. At least I expected.
But the point is this is a very emotional time of course, and Mac has been very understanding of my emotional roller coaster. He understands that I’m going to have my moments and talks me out when I get pretty negative. Normally at this point I would go into “Amber Action Mode” as I call it but I just can’t. For some reason I was just in a rut for a day and that was ok. Mac made sure it was ok. Because of the reassurance now on day 2 I’m feeling ready to take on the world, or at least this situation.