Today is June 15th, 8 years ago today Mark and I were married. Wow 8 years that is crazy. Problem is I don’t know how I’m supposed react today. When I first realized what it was I teared up, now I just have this unsettled feeling in the pit of my stomach.
My Mom has it right :
“Today, 8 years later, while it is important in our lives, that day is done. Our lives are different – totally different and we are better for it, all of it.”
Here is what is true for now this is all I know:
1. I miss Mark
2. I love MAC, he has been so supportive, so understanding about all of this.
3. Live is good, sometimes hard but good.
4. I am sure of my salvation and none of this ‘stuff’ changes that.
Enjoy heaven Mark, enjoy being healed. I do miss you but I would never want you here, in pain.
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